12 or 13 but I couldn't cum yet. Had a friend who developed a lot faster, was a pretty big guy with a pretty big dick at that age. We used to have sleepovers at at night, the topic would get brought up and we'd lay in our separate beds jerking off with the lights out. I could only dry orgasm and felt jealous and left out that I couldn't cum, my friend would only describe what it was like or I would see it in the porn we would watch together. My curiosity about cum started to develop more and more. A few times I caught a glance of my friend's cock as he jerked it in bed. One day I sat up in bed and watched him stroking it. It made me curious and excited. As we got more comfortable jerking in front of each other, I got closer to him and ended up watching him jerk it till he came on his stomach. I was so fascinated by it, and we would watch a lot of blowjob porn downstairs at his family computer when no one was home. The girl would always take it in her mouth, or swallow it and looked like she enjoyed it. It made me more curious about it. I don't even remember how it happened but one night I ended up touching him and he got hooked on being touched and would want me to keep doing it from then on. It eventually led to me sucking on his dick. We would watch porn on his computer downstairs then go up to his room after. I let him kinda just be the leader and dictate what we were going to do, my submissiveness started at an early age just going along with it. It didn't feel gay, we were just copying the things we watched in the videos. I liked it. Felt like I was experiencing what the girls in the videos were experiencing and it was exciting that he felt good. The first time he came in my mouth, it was without warning and it took me by surprise. It was warm, tasted weird, definitely not good, but something about it was interesting to me because I finally got to know everything about it: the texture, the taste, the feeling of it. After we both figured out that I liked it, he did it a couple more times until I started swallowing it. I started to really like it, I was so envious of his ability to cum and all the pleasure he felt that I wasn't developed enough yet to feel, so it felt like I was living through him. And to this day, I still feel that sense of shared pleasure. That's why I like sucking cock and tasting cum, I get pleasure from his pleasure. Eventually, he started hooking up with girls and we didn't do it so much anymore, but I'll never forget those simple innocent times of experimenting and just being boys that discovered masturbation and sexual pleasure.
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