I confess

[MarieDelta]

I confess that I love word games and here is another one(kinda)

I confess that I love more than one person and that they both know.

I confess that I've only met (and umm "done it" with) one of my loves in person

I confess I love me some sex

So come here & confess, betches!:bigrin:

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

Ok, Ok. I confess...

That I am just as playful and as mischievious as I am on here.

That I Love my 'dumb county hick' persona. (Even tho I May be a little smarter'n I let on....)

That its my goal in life to make as many people laugh, and feel good as I possibly can.

That I dont have as cold and hard of a heart as I try to appear. (Till some idjet pisses me off...grrrr) lol

That I really Am a Dirty 'Ol Lady.

That the boobs Are real, they's just Old..lol

And that I really Do love and care for my friends as if they were my own flesh and blood family.

And that I try to fall in love and lust at every chance I get..lmao
Ok..Confession over. Parrrrrtttyyy! lol
Cat

[Bi_Druid]

I confess...

...that I'm more of a promiscuous sort than I let any of my many on-line profiles let on.

...I'm really less of a Druid than my web-name implies. (It's actually more closest-usable-descriptor for the benefit of others. Have been with some 'actual' druids (though probably not the best examples of them) and realised I was too independent for their system).

...I'm a very shy exhibitionist. I like the idea and have the desire to do wild and crazy things, but I do need a lot of encouragement sometimes to actually do so. Sometimes...

...I had this reply to thread page open for a full ten minutes trying to think of things worth writing, and am still sure I can still come up with something much better yet.

...I'm more OCD about the quirkiest of little things than even I'm willing to admit to myself.

[onewhocares]

I confess............

That I am exactly as the person that I present myself to be. Open,
honest, non judgmental and truly CARE.

That I have been SO lucky to have met such wonderful people on this site
who have changed my life.

That I am a procrastinator.

That I am great cook but I am a disgusting baker....NEVER eat what I
bake.

Belle

[rissababynta]

I confess...

That I had the opportunity to have my big break but never took it and I hide my bitterness from everyone all of the time..

[not_ur_typical_girl]

I confess....

that sometimes I am not as happy as I let one. I sometimes put up a front, cuz i dont want people to worry about me....

That I am not ready to settle down yet, there is a lot of things that i have no experienced that I want to experience....

I dont want anyone to take care of me or fix me...I am happy (sometimes) just the way I am

that i am a shopping addict

I listen to crazy weird music

I like to dance in my undies, and play a mean air guitar

i sing in the shower rather loudly

I hate my feet...lol i have weird toes

I've broken my pinky finger twice...once in a car door, the other time in a steel door at work...my finger has never fully recovered and looks funny to this day

I love my eyes! and they are about the only part of my body that i would not change even just a little but

[MissyMissy]

I confess....
i am a lot more quiet in person than online.
i am a kinky lil gal and most people who know me in person have no clue i am.
i like peanut butter, egg, and sausage and cheese on english muffins.
i get very turned on by certain types of music.
i enjoy being submissive.
that i like me big tits.
i love venison, squirrel, rabbit, snakes, quail, frogs on my supper plate.
that i am a sweetheart even if i have not acted like one at times here.
trinity

[darkeyes]

Confession time huh? O well.. 'ere we go..

I confess that sumtimes me not very nice..

that me has a tempa an can snap heads off wen irritated..

that me don suffa fools

that me has sumtimes hurt peeps me luffs outa selfishness

that me can b tactless an hurt peeps feelins outa thoughtlessness

that me is spoilt an vain an like nice things an the werwithall 2 get me them

that me is a daddy's girl

that me looks lustfully at those me fancies

that me is a dreadful flirt an a tease

that sumtimes me goes a lil 2 far in runnin down men

that me can sumtimes stik the knife in an wiggle it mercilously wen findin a weak spot on anotha person..

that me luffs sex wiv a passion but luffmakin even more...

that me has been promiscuous an hav 2 timed

that me has been in luff wiv moren 1 person at the same time

that me is much 2 fonda plonk...

an a myriad a otha faults wich r 2 numerous 2 mention...

but that reely..me is quite nice...:)

[evilpanda]

I Confess:

1) I have experienced the death of someone I was in love with, but never got to be with.

2) I have allowed my desperation for love to cloud my judgement and destroy my life.

3) I have NO desire to live a "normal life," with a wife/partner and 2.5 kids.

4) I will serve as maid/dude of honor at my best friend's wedding, but will boycott all other straight weddings until same sex marriage is legal nationwide.

5) I can tell the difference between sex and love and care ONLY for the former, NOTHING for the latter.

6) I am, from what my lesbian friend has told me, a male version of Shane on The L Word. Whoever that is.
:flag3:

[bret5668]

I confess that I am sometimes too nice in order to spare others feelings
I confess my mind is not always on the right track
I confess that sometimes I allow certain things to bother me too much
I confess that the person I appear to be is exactly who I am (outwardly)
I confess my "inner self" is not all it could, or should be
I confess that when someone ticks me off, I can be overly blunt
I confess I let my emotions get the best of me sometimes
I confess I am a fool sometimes
I confess I lack self-confidence
I confess I love extremely deeply, and it has cost me
I confess at times I find it difficult to get my head right
I confess I allow others to dictate what my life should be
I confess I am not a happy person right now
I confess my demons haunt me
I confess I tend to hide my feelings from those that care for me
I confess my weaknesses far outweigh my strengths
I confess sometimes I let those weaknesses get the best of me
I confess when I am happy I tend to screw things up
I confess that all of the above is me, good and bad, I'm just me

Thank You Marie for starting this post, I confess it has helped open my eyes

[**Peg**]

Confession, they say, is good for the soul... I hope that's the case for all who have replied to this thread.

[darkeyes]

Confession, they say, is good for the soul... I hope that's the case for all who have replied to this thread.
Naaa Granmumsie..neva had 2 go 2 confession an hav nev worn ne pair a shoes often enuff 2 harm the soles...:bigrin:

[MarieDelta]

I confess

I love the people here, y'all have made me smile when I've been down & I dont know what I'd do without y'all :bibounce:

[darkeyes]

I confess

I love the people here, y'all have made me smile when I've been down & I dont know what I'd do without y'all :bibounce:

...doin alla those lil jobs ya h8 an bored outa ya nut Trollop... or worse them big jobs ya loathe... jus like the rest of us...;):tong: Me freely 'fesses me lil chore avoidance schemes don haff get up Naggy's nose... don always work..but jeez..don haff gimme fun thinkin 'em up :tong: ...aint luff wondaful??? :bigrin:

[MarieDelta]

I confess I do avoid chores.

I confess also that I think some of you are a bit nutty

I confess that I love the honesty of y'all

I confess that I use y'all a bit much (I'm not southern)

I confess I think a lot of you are sexy(no that doesnt mean you can have sex with me)

I confess I hate my housemates

[csrakate]

I confess that I am not as outgoing as my chat room persona.
I confess that I am much more open minded than many of you may realize.
I confess that I choose to remain private about many aspects of my private life.
I confess that I tend to over "mother" at times but my intentions are good.
I confess that I merely want people to see themselves as more than just a good lay, hence the mothering LOL!
I confess that I spend far too much time on my computer and less time dealing with the realities of my life.
I confess that I find chatting a great escape from said realities.
I confess that while it doesn't replace true face to face contacts, that chatting fills a void in sometimes lonely and overly quiet times.
I confess that I am a slave to my dogs!
I confess that I am confessing far more than I intended to confess!! LOL!

Enough for now!

Hugs,
Kate

[darkrose287]

I confess...
People seem to think im sweet and innocent...but i'm not
I'm not as confident as I seem
I'm impatient and don't suffer fools
I open a threwad, cant think of anything to write, and close it again
I fall in lust with one of every 6 people i meet
I am very manipulative because I'm too scared to be hurt

[still_shy]

I confess....

that I am shy and quiet most of the time, on here and in life
~I am loyal to my friends, I consider them family
~I am a bubble bath whore
~I am devastated that I cannot have more children and am thinking of becoming a full time foster parent
~I've had a really rough life and am truly enjoying the peace that I have found these days
~I love my cat and still miss my dog who died four years ago
~I have been called cold by a few more people than I care to admit
~I have made a lot of sacrifices in my life for those I love but don't regret one of them
~I am married to the true love of my life
~I am a recovering alcohol and drug user. This I do not admit to many, it really surprises me that I'm willing to put it on here....guess that shows you how much I trust people here
~Last one, I really love this place!

[nocinderella]

I confess...

i hate being ignored.. and i mean i hate it..
i LOVE attention, and affection, i thrive on it.
I love Jordan
I worry too much about what my parents think
i really don't care i failed all of my classes this past semester
im worried ill do it ^ again.
i love being away from my parents.
i am a huge daddys girl... i hate dissapointing him more than anyone else
i hate being in dallas
i hate condoms.
i love sex.
thats a problem...
im afraid im an alcoholic waiting to happen
i got so stressed this past semester i was a month and a half late for my period..
Jordan proposed.
if i had all the money i needed to survive, my occupation of choice would be a mom
i want to be a chef

[Dani78]

I cofess I cry almost every night

I confess although my husband has 5 kids and I have 4 adopted I long to birth my own

I confess I still morn my dead children

I confess every 28 days I am devistated

I confess I don't love myself like I should

I confess sometimes I want to die

I confess sometimes I want to live forever

I confess I sometimes still feel the pain in the bruises from my mothers beatings

I confess I never told anyone she beat me

I confess my husband is the love of my life and I don't deserve him

I confess my husband loves me like no one has ever loved me

I confess I have never said any of this out loud but it just feels good to write and know some one finally hears my screams inside.

[**Peg**]

... I confess I have never said any of this out loud but it just feels good to write and know some one finally hears my screams inside.

>>> Dani <<<

I don't know you, nor do I need to... I hear you.

[lilme]

that i'm very kinky

that i do love to perform orally on a guy

that i'm not into anal sex

that i love to play in the water

that i masturbate alot

[alegrias]

I confess that I needed a couple of days to think of what to say here.

I confess that I really do want to be with a woman, but not just any woman, and I want to share her with my hubby.

I confess that I want to watch my man with another man too.

I confess that I think it is definitely possible to be in love with more than one person. (I love both of my children, all of my parents, step-parents, and in-laws. Why can't I feel erotic love for more than one person too?)

I confess that even though I am poly, I am more in love with my husband than I have ever been in my life.

:love:

[onewhocares]

I confess that I think it is definitely possible to be in love with more than one person. (I love both of my children, all of my parents, step-parents, and in-laws. Why can't I feel erotic love for more than one person too?)

I confess that even though I am poly, I am more in love with my husband than I have ever been in my life.

:love:


I DO believe that you can be in love with more than one person in your life and share it equally with those you love.

Belle

[liamt]

I confess that my wife's anorexia is breaking my heart.

I confess that I am proud of her for being in treatment even if it hurts that she has been gone for a month and a half.

I confess that the fact that she wants to have a relationship with a man scares me.

I confess that I really want to give someone head right now.

I confess that I really like talking to people here.

[innaminka]

I confess that my hair is not its natural colour.
I confess I love chocolate too much for my hip's good.
I confess my travel business has suffered far greater setbacks since the finacial meltdown than I am telling..........
I confess I am scared stiff of telling my 2 daughters their mother is not only bisexual, but actively so!
i confess I far prefer making love to a woman, and have done for some time now than to a man.
I confess I made love to 4 different women in 2008 and 1 man. My husband!
...and the BIG ONE
I confess I am seriously thinking of the future of my marriage. You heard it first here!

[Mr. Magick]

I confess that I have loved many but never myself.

I confess that none of my old drinking buddies know I am bi (least not that I know of).

I confess that I once got so angry with a video game that I punched my laptop right in the screen.

I confess that I haven’t had sex since my ex and I split.

I confess that I don’t finish a lot of the things I start.

I confess that though I am diabetic I sneak those little chocolate donuts sometimes (my fav).

I confess that I am addicted to only 2 things tabacco and masterbation

I confess that I would rather work at a job I find honorable than 1 that makes me a lot of money.

I confess that I really wish I made more money (nobody said that it has to make sense).:bigrin:

I confess that I am a bit of a slob.

[Mr. Magick]

I confess my husband is the love of my life and I don't deserve him.

I believe You deserve your husband more than you can know. You give him one thing that a Husband needs, A wife to love that really needs him.

I believe that you are beautiful.

Just my :2cents:

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

That..
I am very concerned over my health right now.

Sometimes I am too kind hearted.

I'm too independant and prideful for my own good.

Sometimes my bite is much worse that my bark.

Even tho I Should hate someone that caused me great hurt a couple of weeks ago, I dont. I pity him for his inability to be man enough to step up and tell me the truth.

I care for people a little too much, but being a nurturer is in my DNA and a part of my heritage.

Other times I can be a complete hard nose to stupid people.
I have no patiance for ignorance and intolerance in my old age any more.

I confess that I have discovered that an old Indain philosophy is true. A good meal, a warm blanket, and creature comforts can be a great thing.

I do confess to loving many people on this site, and consider them more like "Family" than just friends.

So thus far thats all I have to confess to. Well..to things like this anyway..LOL :bigrin:
Your Cat.

[Realist]

I confess:

That I have lied in the past........about everything and worst of all to myself. I never let anyone see the real me and I molded myself into who I thought others wanted me to be.

In April 2008 I had an epiphany and became who I know I should be.......then how quickly my world changed. I have 1 male and 1 female lover who accept me for who I am. Both are remarkable, intelligent, with more to give than I deserve.

I am trying to forgive my 94 year old mother for being selfish, cold, self-centered and abusive, when my sister and I were growing up.

I am grateful for the folks here, who understand the trials and tribulations, as well as the magnificent gift, of being bisexual. Some of you have helped more than you will ever realize.

I confess that religion has confused me and caused me to do more wrong than good. But, I believe there is a diety. somewhere, who is overlooking this world and wonders where in hell he went wrong!

[onewhocares]

I confess that I was going through old threads last night and feel that this is one of the most eye opening threads I have ever come across. It gives others great insight into the people we are...but I believe that the person who really benefits from it is the writer. If we are honest with ourselves we sometimes unconsciously put down thoughts that are hard to admit and seeing them in print brings us closer to the person we were meant to be. My kudos to all who have written.

Belle

[MarieDelta]

I confess that even friendly straight people make me nervous about my body

I confess that I was out waaaay too late last night

I confess that some people dont understand what it really means to be trans, and therefore think that I am somehow "wounded' or in need of their fixxing.

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

RE: Fixing..

I'd be happy to 'fix' you, Marie-honey. Fix you a fantastic home cooked Southern meal, fix ya a good drink. Fix ya a nice bubbly hot tub. Fixin' to hug and kiss you whenever you wish it/need it/want it.

Fix it so's that 10 people give you an 'massage' orgy all at once. Fix you and Doggie up with some wild and crazy folks when/ if you and Doggie come to vist me for campout. Fix it so that you laugh so hard you'd need tissues, fix your tears if you needed to let them wet my shirt. Fix your bed to rest your weary head.

But fix you as in change you in any way, or cure you, 'heal' you, never. For there is nothing wrong with you to Fix, my Dear One. :}

Ok, enuff mush. Hugs, loves, kisses, gropes. There ya go..lets party! lol
Your silly Cat.

[writes at night]

I confess that I am not married to the man that I am in love with.

I confess that I am scared to act out as a bisexual in my new home town.

I confess that fear is keeping me from being in the place that I want to call home.

I confess that I want to change careers but I am terrified of failing.

I confess that the need to be the "good" mother has kept me in a situation that I know is "functional" but not happy.

I confess that I know that there is a creative side to my personality and I want to explore it.

I confess that for the first time in a long time, I feel beautiful.

[BreeIsMe]

I confess that there are way too many confessions to fit in this space!!!

[void()]

I confess ...

being human

being a soldier and executing a severe order ( no explaining, suffice it to say it isn't something that can 'wash away' )

at times loathing my overly dramatic and melodramatic mum

having difficulty in relating to folks

being either too or not enough trusting in appropriate situations

caring deeply for others

being the 'rock' for everyone but myself

thinking I'm a damn robot or machine at times, seems nearly constant presently

did not wish confront being diagnosed as depressed

I bore way too easily due to intellect and a bit of precognition

enjoying having work with a hand and glove type of crew

to needing ...

missing my boyfriend/husband

to carnal desires, sometimes involving oddities such as rubber maid trash cans and Jello(tm)

to being unable to rise to the occasion of those carnal desires too well

of realizing perfection requires imperfection at a real early age of three or four years old

to wondering what lies beyond our known universe

having cold and calculated thoughts of enacting premeditated murder ( thoughts only, I'm still a long long long way from acting upon those thoughts )

having suicidal thoughts (again, thoughts only ... though I've tried a few times either directly or indirectly)

to having love as my greatest strength and greatest weakness

to loving my wife infinitely and unconditionally, the same as I love my boyfriend/husband

to having trouble finding what is 'worth it' in life

being a coward and wimp

being brave and foolish

moderation to a fault

Alright, that's all you coppers are getting out of me for now. You don't need to know about the money hidden from the last bank job buried out back ... ooops ... damn.

[MarieDelta]

RE: Fixing..

I'd be happy to 'fix' you, Marie-honey. Fix you a fantastic home cooked Southern meal, fix ya a good drink. Fix ya a nice bubbly hot tub. Fixin' to hug and kiss you whenever you wish it/need it/want it.

Fix it so's that 10 people give you an 'massage' orgy all at once. Fix you and Doggie up with some wild and crazy folks when/ if you and Doggie come to vist me for campout. Fix it so that you laugh so hard you'd need tissues, fix your tears if you needed to let them wet my shirt. Fix your bed to rest your weary head.

But fix you as in change you in any way, or cure you, 'heal' you, never. For there is nothing wrong with you to Fix, my Dear One. :}

Ok, enuff mush. Hugs, loves, kisses, gropes. There ya go..lets party! lol
Your silly Cat.


Awww ty Cat. That kind of fixxing I can always use.

the other kind not so much , I confess...

I confess I would love any and all of the above treatment from you.

[GreenEyedLady(GEL)]

I confess that I am a diet fad sucker.

I confess that I worry what people think of me.

I confess that I worry about what God thinks of my homosexuality.

I confess that I indulge in food to the extreme when on my period.

I confess that I am a caffine head.

I confess that I like to smoke pot.

I confess that I can be a hipocrit at times.

I confess that on road trips I like to expose my breasts and/or masturbate.

I confess that I have tried to quite smoking about 10 times and still smoke.

I confess that I am a news junkie.

I confess that I am often hard on myself.

I confess I can be a bit hard on peoples feelings.

I confess I am in love for the first time.

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

PS... I confess to have the younger version of "Maxine" syndrome at times too..lol
Silly Cat

[wikskul]

I confess that i love to help others.. but dont take enough time for myself

I confess i am a sucker for romance... even though i seem like i wouldnt

I confess i grin and bare more then i should

[Mr. Magick]

I confess that that I think Anthony Bourdain is very sexy...oh the shame:(

[onewhocares]

I confess that that I think Anthony Bourdain is very sexy...oh the shame:(

Oh Dear Magick....never be ashamed for those you adore..I think that Mr. Bourdain is so intrincically erotic....I would love to cook with him...and eat the wild and exotic things he does..

Belle

[Dani78]

I confess

I feel so empty and less of a woman because I can't have a baby
I hate the adoption process since I can't afford it
I wonder what is my reason for being
I wonder when my children will go back to their real moms
Will I be able to live without them
I think of dying every day
I would die if not for my husband and children
I've tried to die more than once in my life
My life is sad and lonely
I wish I could get out the house more
My husband treats me like a queen and I hate it
I am scared every day of my life

[TaylorMade]

At the heart of it, I'm mean as hell and proud of it most days.

I've probably been colder than I should be to my SO and I take him for granted.

I worry about my headaches and think I don't drink enough water to prevent them.

I bottle up alot of my stress and anger and will probably whittle off a good decade off the back end of my life.

I still masturbate to fantasies involving Peyton Manning and Tom Brady.

I enjoy being a political iconoclast, it makes me think harder.

*Taylor*

[frikidiki]

I hereby confess to the following.

1. I'm always going to be an insecure loner somewhere at my core, and I'm OK with that cuz I sometimes prefer not to be around other people.

2. I wish I could magically change my gender at will.

3. I prefer masturbation over going out just to get laid.

4. If it weren't for STDs, I'd be a slut and not worry about anything.

5. I don't believe there is a guy in the world that's right for me, so I've never bothered trying to find a boyfriend.

6. I have indie rock star ambitions.

7. Some people say I think too much.

8. Number 7 above wasn't so much a confession as a concession.

9. I think of my two cats as my children and myself as their dad.

10. I'm not afraid to shave my testicles with a razor.

11. I'm convinced that God "talks" to me through the things that happen to me in my life and seemingly mundane things like the books I randomly find in stores.

12. I have a very strong sixth sense that predicts adversity and urges me to change my mind, but that I often ignore it because it's infrequent and seems random or irrational, only to wind up realizing too late that it was right and I was wrong;

13. If I had the money, I would love to make a building with two thirteenth floors.

13. I credit psychedelic drugs with making me a better person and showing me my strengths (wrong message for some, I know, but it's true for me).

14. I miss my psychedelics, but have also outgrown them.

15. I like it when someone has pretty feet, but can say I'm not a foot fetishist cuz I don't act like one and a sexy butt makes me far hornier.

16. I have nice feet and can be a little vain and narcissistic about them in my own mind.

17. Once when I was a boy I tried to give myself a cavity cuz I thought I was abnormal for not having one when all the other kids did;

18. I like guns and am not a bad shot;

19. As a Texan, I say "y'all," "ain't," "reckon," and, "fixin'a," quite regularly and proudly, yet refuse to dress in Western wear cuz I'm not from a ranch.

[Mr. Magick]

I hereby confess to the following.

1. I'm always going to be an insecure loner somewhere at my core, and I'm OK with that cuz I sometimes prefer not to be around other people.

2. I wish I could magically change my gender at will.

3. I prefer masturbation over going out just to get laid.

4. If it weren't for STDs, I'd be a slut and not worry about anything.

5. I don't believe there is a guy in the world that's right for me, so I've never bothered trying to find a boyfriend.

6. I have indie rock star ambitions.

7. Some people say I think too much.

8. Number 7 above wasn't so much a confession as a concession.

9. I think of my two cats as my children and myself as their dad.

10. I'm not afraid to shave my testicles with a razor.

11. I'm convinced that God "talks" to me through the things that happen to me in my life and seemingly mundane things like the books I randomly find in stores.

12. I have a very strong sixth sense that predicts adversity and urges me to change my mind, but that I often ignore it because it's infrequent and seems random or irrational, only to wind up realizing too late that it was right and I was wrong;

13. If I had the money, I would love to make a building with two thirteenth floors.

13. I credit psychedelic drugs with making me a better person and showing me my strengths (wrong message for some, I know, but it's true for me).

14. I miss my psychedelics, but have also outgrown them.

15. I like it when someone has pretty feet, but can say I'm not a foot fetishist cuz I don't act like one and a sexy butt makes me far hornier.

16. I have nice feet and can be a little vain and narcissistic about them in my own mind.

17. Once when I was a boy I tried to give myself a cavity cuz I thought I was abnormal for not having one when all the other kids did;

18. I like guns and am not a bad shot;

19. As a Texan, I say "y'all," "ain't," "reckon," and, "fixin'a," quite regularly and proudly, yet refuse to dress in Western wear cuz I'm not from a ranch.

Wow I could have writen most of this myself. thx for sharing it.

[Shhhhh 47/F/usa]

--that I really am a sex goddess

[csrakate]

Alas, I must confess that I am merely a "Domestic" goddess.....guess I can't win them all!! LOL!

[Doggie_Wood]

I confess:

that I love all of my friends on this site, unconditionally

there are a special "few" I hold very dear to my heart (especially 1)

I want to meet more of my on-line family in person (with out precluded conditions)

I have never met a stranger (except those stranger than me)

I am a work-aholic and enjoy traveling the continent (N American)

Affraid of dieing before my time (but when is that??)

Loving to ride my Harley fast (and slow)

there are more but I can't list them now for the flexeril is kicking in.

:doggie: Doggie

[Mr. Magick]

I confess that I love reading the "choices" comic strip in the Fun Stuff section of this page and I hate it when I have to wait a month or 2 for a new installment.

[elastisexual]

i confess to

never being able to suck penis enough

to hating my manhood often

being jealous of women

to wanting to be with women more then i let on to my bf

to having cheated on my bf with a few men and women

to wanting most men that i meet and a lot of women too

[**Peg**]

Alas, I must confess that I am merely a "Domestic" goddess.....guess I can't win them all!! LOL!

omg ROFLMAO.......very cute kate !!

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

Ok. One more confession. Geez, I keep this up and people are going to think I have a tender side after all...grrr, grumble..lol

I confess that if I had stayed married and not chosen to walk away from an abusive, cold, lifeless, celibate marriage six years ago, I would have been married 37 Years tonight. 36 years....that's most of a person's lifetime, alot of young years lost, and having to grow up Very quickly. Alot of years of having to squelch who I really was inside, alot of years of having to pretend that I was someone I really wasnt. Someone that screamed like a Cougar to be let out and set free, and not being able to let out the "Beast" that lurked inside.

Many years of having yearnings and feelings, desires and not being able to fulfill them, Longing to cut loose and be the me that I am today.
I also confess that if I hadnt walked away because of getting tired of being his scape-goat and punching bag, that I would have never known the freedoms that I enjoy and live with everyday of my life now, and I would not have met my best guy-friend Rich, who pointed me here to ya'll.

So instead of feeling depressed, guilty, ugly, and feeling like some kind of failure, (like I did last night,) I am celebrating the fact that I Am free and that I do Not feel bad or guilty about walking away from a dead end life 6 years ago tonight. I'm here, I'm alive and free and I wouldnt have missed meeting all of you for the world!

Ok. I've had two mushy moments in one month. I'm going to ruin my image if'n I dont watch it..lol
Kisses and hugs to you all..:rainbow: :wiggle2:
:grouphug:
Your Cat...:}

[alegrias]

RE: Fixing..

I'd be happy to 'fix' you, Marie-honey. Fix you a fantastic home cooked Southern meal, fix ya a good drink. Fix ya a nice bubbly hot tub. Fixin' to hug and kiss you whenever you wish it/need it/want it.

Fix it so's that 10 people give you an 'massage' orgy all at once. Fix you and Doggie up with some wild and crazy folks when/ if you and Doggie come to vist me for campout. Fix it so that you laugh so hard you'd need tissues, fix your tears if you needed to let them wet my shirt. Fix your bed to rest your weary head.

But fix you as in change you in any way, or cure you, 'heal' you, never. For there is nothing wrong with you to Fix, my Dear One. :}

Ok, enuff mush. Hugs, loves, kisses, gropes. There ya go..lets party! lol
Your silly Cat.

:) The world needs more people like you, Cat. I hope that Marie sees this.

[MarieDelta]

:) The world needs more people like you, Cat. I hope that Marie sees this.

I confess I did see it & agree with you. We need more people like Cat in the world.

Thanks so much for being such a good friend, Cat and alegrias

(mush, what mush?:tongue::tong::tongue:)

I confess I Love you lot

[fishie]

i confess....

that i havent enjoyed sex with my bf cuz i want to sleep with a girl badly

that i am still in love with my ex of 2 yrs now

that i wish i had a penis sometimes but not all the time
that i love to spend money even if i dont have it

that i would easily be seduced into cheating on my bf with my other ex

that i would "accidently" get preggo just to be a mommy

that life aint all its cracked up to be

[still_shy]

This confession stuff is good for the soul right?

I confess.... that I took a pain pill last night for a toothache and remembered how good it felt to be high. That scares me.

I confess.... that I love my husband more than anything in the world. He is the most amazing, wonderful man who understands me probably better than I understand myself. AND...he's patient.

I confess.... I'd rather be home than anywhere. We had a big snow this week and I haven't had to leave the house since Monday. I'm loving it! (and I argued when my doctor told me I was agoraphobic)

I confess....I've thought about having sex with my ex-girlfriend just to be with a woman again...that's bad news.

I confess...that I love having people hear me, as Dani said. It's nice to know there's someone out there who listens.

I confess.... I don't have a single person I can call my friend, off the computer. That sucks.

[MarieDelta]

I confess that I love being spanked, I love being tied up, but that I am afraid of how deep into kinky things my present road will take me.

I confess that I love being paid attention to, and I am afraid this makes me vain / narcissistic.

I confess that when my brother tried to contact me my first reaction was one of fear that the abuse would start all over again (even though I am 42 now and not a kid.)

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

Ooops, I erred, thats 36, not 37. Sorry loves.
Silly Cat

[onewhocares]

I confess that in reading the poems thread started today that I should start a new thread. In addition to this....I CONFESS...I am starting I CAN

Belle

[rissababynta]

I confess that I am a FREAK in the bedroom...anyone surprised?

I also confess that sometimes I think I grew up a little too quickly.

[fishie]

i confess...

that i fart

that i burp

that i pick my nose

that i like it nice in rough between the sheets


got anything to say to that??????

[rissababynta]

i confess...

that i fart

that i burp

that i pick my nose

that i like it nice in rough between the sheets


got anything to say to that??????

that was the shit lmao

[fishie]

that was the shit lmao


lmao you bet it is!!!!

[Lonewolf76]

[QUOTE=MissyMissy;119851]I confess....

i like peanut butter, egg, and sausage and cheese on english muffins.


I confess that I thought that was one of the most disgusting things I had heard of - so I tried it - Missys right - It's pretty good!

[rissababynta]

[QUOTE=MissyMissy;119851]I confess....

i like peanut butter, egg, and sausage and cheese on english muffins.


I confess that I thought that was one of the most disgusting things I had heard of - so I tried it - Missys right - It's pretty good!

oh my god, now i'm gonna have to try it...

[MarieDelta]

I confess sometimes TV shows make me cry

I confess my tattoo is awesome, but I wish it would hurry up and heal

I confess going to go take a shower now

[Nikki Ninja]

I confess that
I'm pretty smart considering i'm autistic,
I'm a huge flirt
I often hide my true emotions
I've beatin a bitch up for talking shit to me and my girlfriend(long story)
I can be either your worst enemy more like hells wrath or your best friend thats always there for you
I tend to play video games with my friends for hours
I've been with more girls than guys
I tend to like to get into trouble
I'm kind of athiest
I have watched people close to me die in front of me
I was in a couple near death experiances
and above all else, im a ninja and i could kick your ass :)

[BrotherJack]

I confess

I confess that Ihave failings
I confess to having some of the same confessions as the rest of the people posting and I confess that I am too lazy to write out a whole list.
I confess that I am very, very heterosexual
I confess that I'm no good at being a vegetarian even though I want to be one
I confess that I love spending money on clothes, now that I have lost so much weight
I confess that this next confession is going to get me into trouble with someone, but I don't care
I confess that I love the man who is AdamKadmon43 with all my heart, mind and spirit and will do so, until the day I die
I confess that I don't give a damn if it pisses him off that I have written that
I confess

[Cherokee_Mountaincat]

LMAO . I confess that I'm a tad embarressed that I thought Brother Jack was male. My most Humblest apologies, Darlin!
Red faced Cat...:oh::cutelaugh:cutelaugh

[Hephaestion]

I would confess to being modest and perfect but I am too modest to confess that I am perfect (and that modesty and being a smart ass is part of my perfection - Hmm, I think that I've covered all of the angles)
.

[diB4u]

Ok my turn...

I confess that although I appear to be confident, I am far from it.

I confess that I find myself disgusting fat and horrible.

I confess that I'm scared of life, and scared to make choices.

I confess that I use food to hide up the hurt inside me.

I confess that I ache to find someone who would love me, but my depression would drive them away.

I confess that although I am the person who writes on here, I am far more undecided of who I am.

I confess that for a very long time I wanted to be normal- whatever that is, and knowing that I cant be normal has caused me to spend years ignoring myself.

I confess that at least on here I do like women and men- but can not admit it to myself.

I confess that I have major issues that is being dealt with.

I confess that when I eat I feel nothing, and that probably is becuase sometimes I do overeat.

I confess that at least for a past few months I have secretly wishing that I was a stronger intelligent person.

I confess that I wish to be seen, and to be loved.

I confess that I dont know why I find gay/bi men attractive but I secretly wish to be a gay/bi man.

I confess that I know that I will never have children, but I still secretly cling onto that idea... and of being normal.

I confess that I have a terrible low self image of myself, and that has probably meant that others/romantic people avoid me.

I confess that I need to resolve stuff from my past and move on, for I fear that if I don't I will be broken forever.

[fishie]

i confess...

god i could confess the whole world right now

i confess that i think i just might seriously hate my own mother (how horrible is that?)
i just might be realising that maybe her boyfriend just isnt the one for her for many many reasons than just one reason alone

is sooo pmsing with fluctuating moods

cant stop thinking about someone...

is effected by alot of things she bottles up more than she knows....

dear god! *smacks sellf* get ur period already and get off the fucking pity pot already!!!

[mercedes67]

I confess:

I hate myself, but hide it well

I am painfully shy

I prefer others to make the first move(see above)

I do everything possible not to hurt people. I would rather be the one to get hurt

I let people walk all over me sometimes and don't say anything

I have no friends(except for my husband)

I care so much for others that it hurts(if that makes any sense)

I would really, really like find a bisexual friend

Thank you for letting me spill my guts - Gilda

[redheadchick]

I confess...

That I really should take school more seriously.

That someone makes me very happy.

That I really miss home and my family.

That I am so glad I am comfortable with my sexuality.

That I am still trying to completely love myself for who I am.

[diB4u]

I confess- that a certain someone that I've been secretly crushing on, actuarly likes me back... :eek:

Wow- been a really good week so far...that is my confession....

[_Joe_]

I confess to nothing! Someone has to take interest and pry it outa me :P

[izzfan]

I confess:

-That I am virtually nocturnal and proud of it
-That I watch way more porn than is probably good for me
-That I am a lot kinkier than most people think but this kinkiness only seems to extend to my straight side.
-That I am probably a lot more gay than I like to think I am
-That the idea of a realtionship terrifies me yet I still feel very lonely at times
-That emotional situations often leave me feeling completely confused/ not knowing what to say
-That I do have a very feminine side but it is usually well hidden or only appears in private or on halloween.
-That I am incredibly conservative but also extremely liberal
-That I have a somewhat addictive personality
-That I do cry sometimes but almost always alone
-That most social situations put me slightly on edge
-That I always end up fancying straight guys
-That I don't often have the courage to express my true feelings about things or to talk to anyone when I am seriously upset/worried about things
-That halloween is the only day of the year when I can wear whatever I secretly want to wear for the rest of the year
-That I never ever want to start a family/ have children
-That I often do things at the last minute
-That I sometimes fear for my sanity
-That I worry a lot about how people think of me
-That I often feel like I don't really fit in
-That I can be quite paranoid at times

.... I could go on for quite a while

[bonni3bunny]

I confess that I do not like the person I am now.

I confess that I have done alot of things in the past that I would never do now, I am a different person.

I confess that I wish I didn't change.

I confess that I am very blunt, open, and honest.

I confess that I am a very nice person and sometimes I let people walk all over me.

I confess that I flunked out of college last year.

I confess that I wont let it happen again, but Im scared it will.

I confess that I want to get into med school and become a doctor.

I confess that I depend too much on my peircings, they make me feel more confident.

I confess that I understand I can be confident without altering my appearance, however I still cant convince myself to give up all of my peircings.

I confess that I am usually a very happy, bubbly person...on the outside.

I confess that sometimes, Im not happy at all on the inside.

[JP1986UM]

I confess I am happy where I am now in life, but not the happiest I want to be.

I need another male partner in my life to feel complete.

I am more gay than straight, but never wanting to be completely gay. I don't find that attractive to me. I love my wife. She's wonderful and allows me to be me.

I waste too much time instead of focusing on my work.

I am one horny bastard.

I confess I have a crush on another guy, but he's already taken so I can't say anything. Sucks.

I love orgasms. Who doesn't?:tong: