Just wanted to say...

[rmorti]

I think my issue has become a bit clearer over time, I deffinetly have some form of facination with the male physique, whether its anymore I will find out when and if I genuinely fancy a guy, till then I wont bother experimenting, let it come to me naturally if its going to happen and just enjoy admiring thier builds freely till then and that may just be all it is for rest of my life.
With the ladies, I know there is something there because as I explain, straight porn turns me on, pictures of women in sexy underwear etc is such a turn on and even reading dirty confessions about doing stuff with girls is a turn on, again just need to let my lust for ladies come back naturally because the pressure and stree is main cause of loss of intregue. If im in the mood im in the mood, if im not then im not and girls will understand that :)

MAINLY ID LIKE TO SAY....
A huge thank you to everyone for advice/support and most important of all the friendship and welcoming to this amazing website, made me feel so brave knowing you lot were behind me (even though its just on the net) and so privaliged to have such amazing support.
Apologies for it being cheesy but yeah, no doubt be posting as usual :D thanks again

[arana]

Welcome to the site and best of luck!

[redheadhoneycat]

I am so glad you found what you needed in this site...this place is great....so many really nice people.It is comforting to come here and be able to be yourself and find support. Best of luck in your journey. :flag2:

[rmorti]

The main thing that got my mind slightly clearer was I went to a house party followed by a pool party the other night. There were some good looking guys there with good builds and I thought "yeah i'd like those builds, they are damn good" but I think that was it, there wasnt any sexual attraction, i didnt want to kiss them etc.
Other thing that got me was I was play wrestling with my friend challis in the pool and we got in a compromising position and as embaressing as it is to admit, I got kinda turned on and a bit of an erection, I had to drop her quiicker the a hot plate before she could notice and duck underwater :)