Would you if you could

[Tight1-4u]

So posting about the sex trade and talking to KDaddy and a few others that messaged me personally.. it got me thinking and wondering, how many here have considered transitioning to female or she male?? I came very very close back in the day.. I was cross dressing and pretty much lived as a female.. had gotten on hormones.. and I was changing quick.. my thoughts and feelings were female.. I was in the sex trade as she male.. I at one point when the hormones had done there part was considering breast implants.. I was going to be female-tranny.. I really wanted to be female..
so anyone else thought about it done it?? Tell us your story please??

[KDaddy23]

I'll publicly say that I've never considered it. Decided at some point that I'd be the worst "girl" ever. My mind just doesn't work like that. I'm a guy who isn't gay but enjoys having sex with other guys. I've "been the girl" and have been fucked but still a guy in mind and body. I accept that just because I wouldn't make such a transformation that there are other guys who have a need to - and they do it. Fine. It's what works for them. I've had sex with one guy who was through his transformation and just waiting to be able to have his dick and balls removed to complete it. It was amazing and I understood why he really wanted to be a girl in both mind and body.

I just wouldn't want to be but if that's what you wanna do, go for it and I wouldn't think less of anyone who did.

[Jozyxt]

I have never considered transitioning. I am unambiguously a man and can't imagine that I could ever be happy as a woman.

[tenni]

Realistically, the number of posters who are interested in transitioning is probably very small. It is difficult to understand how gender issues and bisexuality relate to each other. Most guys on this site identify as CIS male. I can see how tight see her/his gender issues based what Tight posted.

Would tight write about how he/she sees their bisexuality?
Some see their gender as using pronouns? Does tight see that way?

[Rest85]

Personally, I am totally happy being a man and want to stay a man. I do love being sub when sucking and like to fantasize or role play about being a shy young girl who gives in to a guy's wish to be sucked. I love the sub role, and I whimper and moan like a slut when I pleasure a cock. But I still like being a man.

[KDaddy23]

Gender issues are one thing; bisexuality is another and I'd guess it's easy to think that they're somehow related - one begets the other. I knew one transgender guy who became a woman and he was bisexual; I knew another such person who wasn't. To me, it just stands to reason that someone considering gender reassignment can be bisexual if they want to be; there's nothing that says that they can't, as far as I know. Cross-dressing, as I understand it, is a form of self-expression but I'm not sure if being a cross-dresser is "directly related" to gender reassignment. There's a guy I know who often talks about wanting to be female; he feels "more like himself" when he can get all dolled up but also admits that he makes for a not-so-pretty woman and, yes, he's bisexual and, from what he says, a submissive bottom.

I sometimes laugh because I can remember when women started telling men to get in touch with their feminine side... but I don't think they ever thought about how some of us would literally do that. They wanted us to be more emotionally open and a lot of men did that... and then took it to the next levels. Perhaps Tight would respond to Tenni's questions and I agree that they're good questions.

[charlietx]

I'm not interested in becoming a trans. I do enjoy being a true bisexual ! I really find a ftm trans very interesting and exciting ��������

[Tight1-4u]

Realistically, the number of posters who are interested in transitioning is probably very small. It is difficult to understand how gender issues and bisexuality relate to each other. Most guys on this site identify as CIS male. I can see how tight see her/his gender issues based what Tight posted.

Would tight write about how he/she sees their bisexuality?
Some see their gender as using pronouns? Does tight see that way?

for me and I can only speak for me: I was fantasizing about what feeling females had during sex, what sex felt like to them,, what emotions they had during sex.. I was already bottom and sub just kinda fit too.. so I started exploring dressing to enhance the experience.. I found I felt way more feminine dressed.. took on the persona of being female.. at the time the guys went wild over a guy being female.. I loved the attention and the way they seemed to have sex with me was different too.. they made love to me much the same was that they had sex with other females.. yes they would fuck me really good but it was different.. then there were the guys that wanted me to be female for them full time.. I just really got into it.. got on hormones as I wanted my body to be more female,, wanted my voice to be female.. I really really at a point wanted bigger breasts.. I wanted dcup breasts.. I never planned to have my cock removed I was thinking of being tranny-she male!! I really wanted to give them as much of a female as I could and keep my cock.. which they seemed to like.. and as I said Lydia was in control most of that time in my life.. I still love dressing now and then and yes Lydia still is in there and comes to play from time to time., but I am glad now that things turned out the way they did..

[tenni]

Thanks Lydia/tight

Do you see yourself as a trans woman?

I have known a few trans people. One in particular was a trans man. He lived with a woman and saw himself as male. He was on hormones to develop his his male persona and shrink her breasts. At times he seemed confused. He kept his masculine name regardless of how he felt about the attempts at transitioning. He wore traditionally male clothing.

Another was a trans woman on this site. She entered a partnership with a CIS woman.

Lydia/tight Do you see yourself developing a sexual relationship with both men and women but as a female? Maybe you have not developed that side of you as a bisexual?

[Tight1-4u]

tenni: the things I have shared here were when I was in my 20’s early 30’s, I am now 60.. I got off hormones never got breast implants.. am and have been very masculine for 40 years.. even though I am still sub bottom.. very much oral and anal bottom.. I am bi.. I see relationships now as they are what they are.. I don’t look at either sex strictly.. if it happens it happens.. I am in kinda a relationship with two ladies that wax me every Friday,, they are sure they are going to fuck me straight again.. lol!! I do love sex with men too!! That don’t mean that I am romantic with either.. as I have shared before i have my nitch,, I love servicing sexually frustrated married men.. I like their mind set when they find out I am here to give them what ever they want as often as they want.. this might sound like I am boasting but I get fucked usually 2-4 times a week on average sometimes more.. so no I am not a tranny.. at present I have a rather long full beard, kinda biker style.. so ya when I do dress for my guys there is not really much chance they think they are fucking a tranny,, just a guy that sometimes likes to dress for them.. I love the life I have now.. the guys I have sex with are looking for something when they find me.. and I would say that 98% of them end up figuring things out with their wives at some point.. so I feel that I help save marriages in a round about way..

[Riderinthestorm]

I'll be honest. I haven't fully crossdressed, but I have tried on a few outfits when I was younger and in better shape. I also RP'd a "female" role with a lover once and really enjoyed it. I also sometimes fantasize about being female or being able to shapeshift into a female at will. I don't think that I could make a convincing woman these days, but I do entertain the idea from time to time. I do know that every time I've bottomed, I behave more female than male.

[Duke107]

I wish I had been born female. I would have gotten tied when I was 16. It's a hell of a lot easier for a woman to find some dick than it is for a man to find some pussy.

[csreef]

I would not change! By being a man I have been given more respect and courtesy than women that have been in similar situations that I was in. I have gotten better customer service than women who had the same complaint. I have gotten better treatment by the police and by Judges when going to traffic court for speeding and traffic tickets than women did who were ahead of me. The list goes on and on.

[BigAlNYC]

One of my earliest male lovers, a kid down the street from me when I was in my late teens, used to like to have me dress up in my sister's clothes and act as a girl when we got together. So that became an active part of my fantasy life, and my sex life, for several years. It felt in some ways as if it was a necessary part of my being seductive to men and having sex with them, and the thought of dressing and acting as a girl really excited me. Late at night I even snuck out of the house and drove around in female clothes (and a couple of times got picked up by a man, memorably) and dressed in them occasionally to go to my favorite straight & gay porno theater, which made me both very popular and a subject of some abuse. When I was in college, I lifted some female underwear from my girlfriend and even bought some sexy female clothes from a thrift store. An older man I was regularly having sex with there used to have me visit him in his university office dressed up in those clothes and called me by a female name, even when playing with my cock. But it sure was big and awkward trouble explaining those clothes when my girlfriend discovered them in my closet!

But I never really felt the desire to actually become a woman. Perhaps in part because I was also having intimate relationships and sex with women at the same and could clearly feel the differences between us. After a while I began to feel like I was doing the cross-dressing not for myself really, but as a tool to have sex with other men. It felt increasingly like I was doing it in order to mask and assuage the guilt of my partners over having sex with men and, as one who is primarily a bottom, to make myself more "usable" for them. The more I began to know gay men, mostly platonically, who were not guilty or afraid of their attraction and sexual interactions with other men the more I began to see my cross-dressing in another light. Especially when I came to also know some actual trans-gender people and see who they were and what they went through.

Over time it became much more attractive to me to make love with men as men. The male to male aspect of it all, and the feeling of a fully masculine and male-identified sexuality in relation to other men and their sexuality came to dominate my sexual interactions with men and my attraction to and fantasies around cross-dressing faded away. It's really been many years since I thought about it and even longer since I did it. Of course, now I'd just look like a fat old man in a dress anyway.